Journals of Lord Malinov

the poetry of madness

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My favorite manager greeted me warmly, making a quick allusion to my seductive letter and speaking openly about her situation.  As she scurried about, no opportunities arose to press my interest further, although her incredible cuteness was intoxicating.  So was the mango margarita.  Such a beauty.

I pressed her to respond to my letters.  We shall see.

I'm learning to understand, anticipate and ride the waves of other people's emotions.  Sometimes people are most cold when they like you most - extremes frighten people into caution, even extremes of good.  Time calms, at least until the next episode begins. 

Social success depends on two simple things - be interesting and don't frighten.  The most interesting people are mysterious, so don't talk so much.  Because induced fear depends on the subject as well as us, this element is an art that requires empathetic understanding.  Being afraid is the easiest way to cause fear, so calm is the most important step we can take to prevent fear.

Chicks dig me because I rarely wear underwear and when I do, it is usually something special.

I had a very pleasant conversation with my eX, rearranging some schedules and conspiring to press the kids in positive directions.  I feel like a huge part of me is being returned.  It was disconcerting to discover that fifteen years of my life had suddenly evaporated.  Being able to talk to her makes me feel like it wasn't completely lost, just another stage of life that has done its job and left me on the doorstep of today.

Same as it ever was.

Enjoy,

M

posted by: Malinov at 08:32 | link | comments (1) |
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#1  26 August 2006 - 08:31

 

its the first time i landed on ur land... i have to read more it reminds me.

thewayfarer

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