Journals of Lord Malinov

the poetry of madness

rising

I went to see my shink yesterday.  Shortest session ever.  I told him I felt fantastic and he believed me, so he gave me my scripts and sent me on my way.

I didn't tell him the real reason I feel so good.  Getting excited and babbling to a shrink about your incredible discovery tends to make them wary.  I need to run more clinical studies before I publish my findings.  Premature science is pseudoscience.

The first test is to find out if the results are simply reproducible.  Cats is undergoing the first trials for me.  If that produces results, we'll go to more stringent tests.  Otherwise, I'll have to recalculate.  I'm hoping I have found a simple phenomenon.  Complex mechanisms are much more difficult to isolate.

As I suspected, the eX and her doofus married on Monday.  It means little to me, other than further proof of her stupidity.  The children cornered Cats last night and made her promise that she wouldn't leave me.  Our relationship is far from shaky.  The kids just can't bear the idea of losing her.  She's a better mother than any they've known.

As the weekend with us came to a close (a few weeks ago), Greg called his mother to ask for another hour with us.  She asked why.  "I want to play Heroscape with Mom.  I mean Dad."  Calling Cats "Mom" while talking to his mother - wanting to spend time with Cats instead of Mom - was the stab of a dull knife.  The eX refused.  If she can't make the kids love her, she'll make them obey.  Fool.

M

posted by: Malinov at 11:11 | link | comments (2) |

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#1  26 January 2006 - 13:26

 

Everytime you write something about the eX I wonder how can anyone be so stupid...how can anyone act that way towards their children?

solyluna

#2  26 January 2006 - 13:26

 

your situation "feels" somewhat similar to my own. My ex told me she doesn't expect to ever get married again. Said she wants to date a bunch of people. Said she wants to go through the whole courtship thing with a guy.

Fast forward one year to present. She's been living with a guy for 6 months, and she's announced she getting married in April - eloping. Not involving the kids at all. What a flake.

one time ex described her new man to me as "a lot like you."

My gf wonders whether ex's bf knows about ex's past of cheating. if he knows, he'd be an idiot to not suspect her of doing it again. and he must be a doormat like i was, because after the infatuation / marital bliss wears off, she's going to be verbally and mentally abusive.

indigo4963

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