Journals of Lord Malinov

the poetry of madness

bizarro

The kids joined us for the evening.  All three called the eX to ask her if they could spend the night.  Her reasonless insistence made it clear, to me, that she was following orders.  Ha!  The kids are suffering, forced to endure the dominion of idiocy.  This experience will help them appreciate intelligence.  Nothing make stupidity unattractive like living under a stupid thumb.

I try my best to keep my soul unsullied, but it is too easy to enjoy the suffering of my eX.  She has been so incredibly wrong - purposefully trying to destroy me so that she could whitewash her sins.  She only surrendered when it became clear that I could completely destroy her and didn't.  Sometimes I regret not wreaking my vengeance upon her.  She made us all suffer with her wanton and reckless self-centered selfishness.  It is difficult not to enjoy the idea of watching karma run its course.  Yet I know better than to let the filth of anger grow into a poison within my system.  Satisfaction is not worth self-destruction.

Anyway, my weekly emotional wave of extreme parenthood.  My kids totally rock.

Never allow yourself into the grasp of evil.  Always be vigilant against the encroachments of evil.  The time to take action is before evil knocks on the door.

Life may be comfortable for an extended period of time.  Without warning, life can quickly return to savagery.  We must be prepared for whatever may come.

Do you like a sharp bite
to the back of your neck?
My sweet, darling, dear
just a tease of a peck?
Savage
Delights
await

M

posted by: Malinov at 22:00 | link | comments (5) |

Comments:

#1  08 December 2005 - 12:55

 

sounds like you're sailing again, capn. 'tis a good thing indeed. and if you're ever a needin a partner to seek trouble, ye need not look any farther than your friendly neighborhood blue matrix, whose been cookin up some interesting thoughts lately during the chaos.

bluematrix

#2  08 December 2005 - 19:20

 

missed your call this morning, amigo. prayers for our sister - I'll talk to you soon - much progress underway

M

Malinov

#3  09 December 2005 - 12:26

 

You asked questions at the end that you already know the answer to.

Where you speaking to me?!

solyluna

#4  09 December 2005 - 21:00

 

saucy sky d'romance siren - if the fangs fit . . . I knew but I didn't know . . . were you listening to me?

M

Malinov

#5  10 December 2005 - 21:56

 

I am always listening...intently. Anxiously anticipating what you might say next. Wondering if you had me in mind when you were writing such thoughts.

Does that make me a tad bit vain or just hopeful?

solyluna

Comments: