Journals of Lord Malinov

the poetry of madness

spires

It occurs to me that everything the eX has done makes sense if she truly believes that I am evil - not just badly intentioned but Darth Vader power of the darkside evil.  Her behavior reflects an unmitigated fear - not of my harshness, which is relatively unseen, but of my kindness. 

Whole lotta projection going on.

I'm a bit flattered to imagine that my good-natured easiness can inspire such terror.  If only it didn't come with such a hefty dose of insanity.

Some of the frustrations of dealing with the woman are relentless.  Insisting on raising the children stupidly - as if the children were stupid - is particularly irritating.  I know I can't expect anything more from a moron, but it tears at my heart.  Intelligent children need intelligent handling.  Poor things, forced to endure mindlessness.  I suppose it is a lesson we all must learn, but it isn't pleasant to watch from a distance.

Fortunately, the children already recognize the intellectual void that surrounds them.  They may behave as commanded but disrespect will rot the relationship. 

Malinov

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