Journals of Lord Malinov

the poetry of madness

Insight

It occurs to me that my eX may want me to take custody of the children and is using a passive approach to accomplish that end.  Rather than take the more difficult step of admitting her need - especially augmented by her selfishness - she places herself into a position where that is inevitable, allowing her to oppose it superficially as it happens beyond her control.

The scary thing is, this theory explains everything.  So very, very strange.

The guilt of breaking apart two families has been more than she can bear.  They scrambled for moral high-ground, hoping to convince themselves and the world that it was not their fault, but they and everyone else knows exactly what happened.  I feel for them - that kind of guilt must be hard to bear - but as one of their victims, I cannot feel much for their pitiful state.  Karma is a relentless force.

We're having a blast, me and the family.  Like a breath of fresh air in a sand-storm, the peace and natural connection of our special bond is inspiring.  We must learn to protect ourselves from buffoons and baboons.  The children are hungry to learn.

Enjoy,

Malinov

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