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driven by curiousity and an intense need for understanding, I strive to learn and express in every step of the marvelous journey that life is providing

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Thursday, June 09, 2005
addiction

I suffer from an addiction to cerebral pleasures.  When my mind is opened to free-range speculation, I find myself without control.  My sensual interactions become joyless in the tidal wave of intellectual delights.  Once I start the collection and analysis of data, I struggle to think about food, love, aesthetics or any other non-cerebral input.  The range of my studies become unfettered, reaching in every direction of once.  I crave to know with a passion that exceeds any passion I have known.  At times, the intensity and unwavering pressure frightens me.

I must believe it is possible to discover levels of relaxation that permit me to disengage my thoughts.  I have not been able to achieve this yet without the use of chemicals.  I must work harder to discover effective paths to natural calmness.

Malinov

posted by: Malinov at 07:41 | link | comments (1) |


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#1  28 June 2005 - 12:01
 
'...to discover effective paths to natural calmness.'

Sigh. What an alien concept.
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