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I suffer from an addiction to cerebral pleasures. When my mind is opened to free-range speculation, I find myself without control. My sensual interactions become joyless in the tidal wave of intellectual delights. Once I start the collection and analysis of data, I struggle to think about food, love, aesthetics or any other non-cerebral input. The range of my studies become unfettered, reaching in every direction of once. I crave to know with a passion that exceeds any passion I have known. At times, the intensity and unwavering pressure frightens me.
I must believe it is possible to discover levels of relaxation that permit me to disengage my thoughts. I have not been able to achieve this yet without the use of chemicals. I must work harder to discover effective paths to natural calmness.
Malinov

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